friendship

Well it has been such a difficult time, it is hard to really adjust to the idea I will no longer have the child I had in my belly. I still produce milk, peppermint tea seams not to help, now I am letting my body take care of it, I think that if my body is still handling it that means that my mind and my heart are defently still handling it too.
There are times when I don´t think about it, but there are times that sad glimpses aproche me.
Having my mom here is so good, being with company preventes me from thinking in sad things, plus she helps around so much.
I guess all difficult situations show you something, I think I never realized how many people care for me or how many dear friends I have. I knew I had friends to go out with, to have fun but you never realize how close you are until these things happen.
It was nice that on my birthday my college friends decided to cook for my party, so they made this deliciuos meal, sauteed vegetables with these delicious chinesse mushroom, mushrooms cooked in red wine, green rice, chicken with a corn sauce, mmmmm makes me want more. It was sweet. Another group of friends brought the cake, and flowers. it was a nice evening.
I am thankful to have people that care for me.
I have a great family, I could not ask for better, and great friends.