friendship

Well it has been such a difficult time, it is hard to really adjust to the idea I will no longer have the child I had in my belly. I still produce milk, peppermint tea seams not to help, now I am letting my body take care of it, I think that if my body is still handling it that means that my mind and my heart are defently still handling it too.
There are times when I don´t think about it, but there are times that sad glimpses aproche me.
Having my mom here is so good, being with company preventes me from thinking in sad things, plus she helps around so much.
I guess all difficult situations show you something, I think I never realized how many people care for me or how many dear friends I have. I knew I had friends to go out with, to have fun but you never realize how close you are until these things happen.
It was nice that on my birthday my college friends decided to cook for my party, so they made this deliciuos meal, sauteed vegetables with these delicious chinesse mushroom, mushrooms cooked in red wine, green rice, chicken with a corn sauce, mmmmm makes me want more. It was sweet. Another group of friends brought the cake, and flowers. it was a nice evening.
I am thankful to have people that care for me.
I have a great family, I could not ask for better, and great friends.

Time for some shopping

Well I am at the point that you put on a pairo f pants and upps!!! It doesn´t fit, well ok let´s put on that pair of pants that I bought oversize two years ago. So there I am with just one pair of pants that fit. Now, should I wear those pants everyday???? Guess not, specially because they are white. So I started wearing my other pants but I will not buttom them up, I will put a hair elastic that goes from the hole to the buttom. It worked for a while, but I will feel them very loose. Jajaja always pulling my pants up.
For some odd reason I did not want to go buy maternity pants. But it is time to put all my old pants away an start a new set of clothing.
It felt strange when I put on maternity pants, you defently feel you are pregnant and your belly really stands out. It was time for my belly to be notice, everyone was saying that I dont have a belly, but ja, I do now.
Ok, here something to think about, in what mind does it fit to think that opening a surfing store in Cuenca would be sucessful. In the middle of the Andes.
After that lets continue looking for clothing.
Well in a couple of weeks I will be over there with my dear family.
See you soon. Can´t wait.

my other baby: my CHICO

He doesn´t like liying on grass so he is on our friends sweater, that is why he is so close to our friend


with Juan Manuel on a walk

at a bar

When I still could have a beer, before I was pregnant; now I am skinner. funny huh??

more pictures

finally a picture of Juan Manuel and I, this was on his birthday february 22

first picture of my blog

My first picture Ecuadors president in his birthday party in Cuenca.

HAPPY FATHER´S DAY

Happy father´s day to my two brothers.
It has been an interesting year with new experiences and adventures: long nights, with great magnificant crying sounds that tell you that she is hungry, changing dippers, washing dippers.
A big hug for Fidel and Miguel love you a bunch and enjoy your day.